Monday, November 21, 2005

Music In My Blood

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ok... I want to start out by saying that... I'm truly and honestly.... BORED OUTTA MY MIND!! lol... anyways... I hope you guys had a great weekend... I watched Harry Porter yesterday... it was ok... I mean it was predictable so yeah... anyways... I like the first one better... I'm not a big Harry Porter fan anyways.. but watched it because my little brother wanted to...hm.... I notice that my teeth aren't as white as they were... damnit!!! haha... anyways... lets see... I want to get them white... hm... anyways.... nothing is going on here........ let's see.... oh yeah... regarding my performances... it's going to be soon.... in Decemeber though... usually Decemeber is my busiest MONTH ever...

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THEY CAN'T KEEP ME SHUT FOREVER!!! I WILL GET OUT!! lol

Anyways... let's see... What's with the title? because Music runs through my vains...

TOTAL DIFFERENT SUBJECT:

Well... let's see.... we got all different types of people in the world... we got asains, blacks, whites, hispanics, etc... all over the world... we also got different types of personailty in the world also... There are nice people, mean people, and people that takes advantage of you and people that take you for granted..... All different types... right?? am I?? People that are nice... seem to know what they want and how they want it without being an asshole or anything... people that are mean are just assholes.. period.. until ... supposely till you get to know them.. and they are suppose to be the most charming people ever?? NO! anyways.. and there's also people that take total advantage of you...They only come to you when they want something... am I right?? Have you met people that are like that?? They only talk to you in a certain way because they want shit... And last but certainly not least... you have people that take YOU for granted.... That's right... let me tell you about people that take you for granted... They really don't know what they lost until THEY LOST IT!! And when I mean lost it... I meant LOST IT ALL!!! Until that person don't even know who the fuck you are... They think just because they have you now doesn't necessary mean they can kept you for long.... If that person is sooo special to you and you love them sooo much why do you do it?? huh?? why??? why take people for granted?? Don't you know that it hurts the other person more than you think...?? If you treat someone one way... and you treat them like a queen... and then treat someone else another way that you love now a different way... and way less valueable... aren't you taking them for granted??? God... It's sooo hard to explain... only if I could... I would do a better job... but right now I'm just talking outta my ass.... but what happens... if one day.... and it's a big IF.... what if one day.. that person isn't in your life anymore?? what if she/he disappears?? and what would you do?? cry??? beg??? and at that moment you know for sure that you took everything for granted... You want to love the surroundings... whatever around you.... look around... see it clearly... breath it in... and love it!! because you might never know that one day it might just vanish...

12 Comments:

Blogger Shirley said...

Awesome... thanks for your support

9:15 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

You know I am by your side didn't you?

10:47 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

This new post sounded more like from your heart you know what I mean. There are many thing we feel inside and we can't explain them.

10:49 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

Right now I don't have a best friend I think I never had one before.

10:50 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

I thought I had one but I was wrong.. It fucking sucks.. I'm just living day by day... I have nothing else to do.

10:51 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

I am about to turn 21 in less than two weeks. I don't want to throw a party, it would be worhtless.

10:54 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

I'm not a Harry Potter fan. Actually I don't like watching unreal movies.

10:56 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

I have never taken advantage of anybody, actually a lot of people has taken advantage of me. I guess I was blind. I opened up my eyes now.

10:59 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

I don't know what to expect for next year. 70% of this year sucked to me. Actually I didn't wish anything either.
I don't give myself enough credit. Sometimes I don't believe in myself, I know there are things I can do But I'm Just affraid To Do them.

11:04 PM  
Blogger Javier said...

Today I was so bored I just went driving around.. I turned my phone off.. And I got loss for a while.

11:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Peeps shouldnt take you for granted beautiful.. (-; They should be lucky to be in accociation with such a cool chick. Muah "Boston Dave" (-;

9:49 AM  
Blogger Shirley said...

thanks for your support you guys

3:42 PM  

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