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She's getting ready to take a hot shower
And got into the room to get undressed.
She took a long look at her body
and trying to admire all she had.
For awhile she thought to herself,
how many people actually do that.
Then she goes in the shower while it's hot.
Steams comming up everywhere.
It felt like a fog had taken
over the room.
Then washes herself with her
favorite scent of lilys filling
the air.
As the flowerly scent fades,
slowly she sat down as water still splashing on her body.
She thought more of what she had
and what she really needed.
There was a difference.
Took her knees
and clinch it to her body.
Stepped right under the shower
and then clinching her knees
closer to her face.
As water running down her hair
and seeing water dripping off
the tip of it calms her down.
Now all she thought is what she needed
and it was to make the world stop turning for a minute so she can think straight.
Her eyes got kind of blurry,
to a point where she saw pictures of herself making her dreams come true.
She looks so happy with him.
Comming back to reality,
she started sobbing
knowing that-that's all she needed.