Chiller.

Wow... I haven't been in here for almost 2-3 years. Here's a short update. I've grown.. I'm definitely older mentally and physically... not really liking the mold but getting use to it. I had my ups and I had my downs just like everyone else. Currently now, I'm doing ok. Not my best and has lots of improving myself to do. But who doesn't? I'm not perfect and I like it that way anyways. I've been confused lately on almost every action I do. I'm second guessing myself all the time now and so unsure of things. I'm not even sometimes sure of myself. I need time to do some reflecting. Time alone to myself out of familiarity and to somewhere else. Somewhere with nature and somewhere I haven't been. Just to have clarity in my mind. Redefining my Goals. Its like pressing the refresh button. So since that can't happen anytime soon. I found a list of question I can ask myself and have maybe a realization of something. What? I don't know yet.

1. If you were to fully live your life, what is the first change you would start to make?

2. What areas of you life could be upgraded / tweaked?
3. What could we work on now that would make the biggest difference to your life?
4. How would you feel about doubling that goal?
5. What are you tolerating / putting up with?
6. What do you want MORE of in your life? (Make a list)
7. What do you want LESS of in your life? (Make a list)
8. What are the three things you are doing regularly that don't serve or support you?
9. How could you make this goal more specific or measurable?
10. What would be the biggest impact from achieving your goal(s)?
11. What would you try now if you knew you could not fail?
12. How can we make this something you're aiming towards, rather than something you're trying to move away from?
13. What do you love?
14. What do you hate?
15. What's one thing you would love to do before you die?
16. Is now the right time for you to make a commitment to achieving these goals?
17. What could we work on right now that would really put a smile on your face?
18. For your life to be perfect, what would have to change?
19. What do you really, really want?
20. What's one change you could make to your lifestyle that would give you more peace?

Or it could just be because I want to go on vacation? ;)

Roomate

Yeah!! My roomate is going to be working with me at Victoria's Secret... that's gonna be fun... now.. we work together.... live together and go to school together!! Yeah!!! Anyways!!! Nothing much here... just hanging out!!! Hott hott!!! Seth is!! Of course!! ANyways...... hope he feels better.... I'm going to Knotts Scary Farm this Friday the 13th!!! Hell ya! Wroking sucks like I said... but I'll like it more when I start working with my friend.. so that's gonna be fun,.. supposely.. I get to boss her around! lol..

I'm in a New Band....

"EONIC TIMES"

We're not doing shit!!! we should be! FUck.. if we want to go somewhere.. and I see potntail in thsi band... just need to pratice.... don't fucking matter how good you are... you gotta pratice!





anyways... we'll see what happens later on!!

Nothing much here

Just started school.. got a job... of course... um.. let's see.. um.. hate it of course.. who doesn't??? college is different... kinda of like it I guess..hm... CUT MY HAIR! Pretty short.. I actually want to cut it more .... anyways!! love ya guys for still reading!

Jeanette's Birthday

It was one of my friends birthday... and we went to "FireFly" and hung out there and ate and talked... it was soo funny... no one can read the menu... or understand it... supposely... one of my friends had the MOST trouble in... haha... she was sooooooooo confused... haha... she ended up eating pasta... lol... but it was really fun... after that we hung out at Alhambra for a while.. and just talked... I saw a couple of my friends from High School... at Alhambra.. then We drove one of my friends home... although I wish her mom wouldn't be so stricted on her... then went to my apartment.. and had a "happy" time... with giggle water... anyways.... then I totally knocked out... sleep around 3:30 am or so... then woke up because one of my friends woke me up at like 7:30am... and we woke up... finding out that one of my friends is still a little "Happy" Drove them home...


I went to work.... for the first day.. it was entertaining a bit.. until the end.. where we had to clean up all the drawers... and make them all perfect and shit for the next day... bull... ANyways... I feel sorry for people that have to work Today.. "Labor Day" and I don't.. so I'm happy for myself.... YEAH! anyways...

First day of school tommorrow... gotta get my books *sighs*

New Post

This is really dead.. for the 5th million time.. no one comes.. at least Seth's blog is still active.. which is pretty cool.. he keeps it updated and shit... he's still funny as hell.. Love him to death... Let's see... What's new with me?? Well... in about a couple of hours I'm goignt o audtion for UPN 13 at Glendale Galleria for new shows.... "Fashion House" and "Desire" it's dramatic roles I guess... drama shows...new network... mytvnetwork.com I guess... so anyways... Nothing else happening.. Victoria's Secret job is getting pain on the ass to get transfered over... Fuck.. ANyways... Anything else.. My friends and I are going to celebrate one of their birthdays.. and that's gonna be great... I'm planning out shit.... I usually do the planning so yeah.. ANyways.. I already book a place called FireFly... in Studio City.. ever go there before???

Tried going again yesterday to Brad Garrett's new show again... "Til' Death" didn't get in again.. and got a turnaway card again... They can't do that... stupid bitches.. ANyways! TTyl

-Shirley

Love me for Me!

Oh shit!!! I'm bored outta my mind.. let's see.. I tried going on this tv taping thing for the new tv show called Til' Death... I really wanted to go.. When my cousin and I got there... we couldn't get in... which sucks.. because we were late... I got really sad... and upset... I've wanted to see Brad Garrett in person for about 3 years now and I had a chance and didn't... I guess.. you can say I'm a celebrity slut... I don't know why... I know they're just people like you and me.. but they make millions.. lol.. I think they're talented... anyways.. well.. at least the people I admire are... Anyways... so then my cousin got me to cheer up so we went to the Laugh Factory.. and we saw JOKOY... um... Aries Spears from Mad TV... and a bunch of other comedies...it was funny... I guess it was worth somewhat 20 dollars... Anyways.. but it was a rip off with the drinks... min. of 2 drinks... I mean... come on... oh well... I guess the night was worth it to me because I was upset about not seeing Brad... OH well.. the next time we go.. they gave us this pass and we're going to be priority .. so next time.. FO SHOR!

peace out with your wangs out!


-Shirley

Confused... but now clearer!

Hey guys... What's up with you... I see that people don't go on blogs as much as they use to... oh well.. what can I say... Let's see.. I really don't have much new pictures of myself...

I've been hanging out at this place called "IBrowse" lately... pretty relaxed place just to talk or hang out and have a drink of tea or coffee.... Somewhere to meet new people too... they're nice people...

here's a 5 years old picture of me.. don't ASK! lol.. I was somewhat... um.... weird??




Anyways.. What have you guys been up to...

Javier.. what happen to your blog???

Seth.. is still incrediblely HOTT!