Chiller.

Wow... I haven't been in here for almost 2-3 years. Here's a short update. I've grown.. I'm definitely older mentally and physically... not really liking the mold but getting use to it. I had my ups and I had my downs just like everyone else. Currently now, I'm doing ok. Not my best and has lots of improving myself to do. But who doesn't? I'm not perfect and I like it that way anyways. I've been confused lately on almost every action I do. I'm second guessing myself all the time now and so unsure of things. I'm not even sometimes sure of myself. I need time to do some reflecting. Time alone to myself out of familiarity and to somewhere else. Somewhere with nature and somewhere I haven't been. Just to have clarity in my mind. Redefining my Goals. Its like pressing the refresh button. So since that can't happen anytime soon. I found a list of question I can ask myself and have maybe a realization of something. What? I don't know yet.

1. If you were to fully live your life, what is the first change you would start to make?

2. What areas of you life could be upgraded / tweaked?
3. What could we work on now that would make the biggest difference to your life?
4. How would you feel about doubling that goal?
5. What are you tolerating / putting up with?
6. What do you want MORE of in your life? (Make a list)
7. What do you want LESS of in your life? (Make a list)
8. What are the three things you are doing regularly that don't serve or support you?
9. How could you make this goal more specific or measurable?
10. What would be the biggest impact from achieving your goal(s)?
11. What would you try now if you knew you could not fail?
12. How can we make this something you're aiming towards, rather than something you're trying to move away from?
13. What do you love?
14. What do you hate?
15. What's one thing you would love to do before you die?
16. Is now the right time for you to make a commitment to achieving these goals?
17. What could we work on right now that would really put a smile on your face?
18. For your life to be perfect, what would have to change?
19. What do you really, really want?
20. What's one change you could make to your lifestyle that would give you more peace?

Or it could just be because I want to go on vacation? ;)