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Anyways... muahah... i got it fixed.... its the dumbbsessesessssttt shit ever... i switched off the wireless button... and thats it.... dumbbest shit ever!! cerio homies!! fuck... hm... nothing special here... I went to go see a lighting festival on Christmas... and was in the car for about 3 hours in order to go there.... my ass and legs got stiff afterwards... it only took about 15 minutes to get through it too... and all that driving to get through 15 minutes of lights... give me a fucking break... seriously... but I mean.. it was okie though... I don't know if I were to go there again though... so yeah... too much driving and shit... so yeah... I mean if there was something to do in the car then maybe I'll do it...but there was nothing .. .so yeah I went to eat afterwards at this resturant which was pretty good of course...and it was suppose to be a Japanese resturant by they hung Chinese characters on the wall .... and our waitress was funny... she was asain and had an accent I can soo totally mock and her name was MARIA.. so that just made it more funny... I don't know about people these days... next thing I know... I'll change my name to Shirley ;P... anyways... I'm soo happy that I got my laptop switched on... so yeah... Imma post some pictures I took today ... so hope ya enjoy this shit... ttyl...











Here ya go... this is my backyard if you were wondering..




Ok here... I have no fucking idea what the fuck I'm doing here.. so yeah... haha... enjoy I guess?? I don't know... oh wells...

Happy Christmas and Merry New Year!!

Dude!! I'm soo fucking bored...::sniffles::I didn't win Javier's Contest...oh wells...guess I'm not hott...lol...jk jk... all good... Javier...do another contest and put another picture!! lol.. the one you choose of me was UGLY...!!!! lol.... anyways... Dude... I just had friends over my house and exchanged gifts and played in my garage with my drums.... it was funny loud...I'll post up the pictures later... there's something wrong with my laptop upstairs so I can't post pictures at all... that's why... sorry....and I gotta get that shit fixed or soemthing...aight!!! Let's see... I wanna get outta fucking California!!! Sunshine state my fucking ass!!! I want to just get on a plane and get the fuck outta here and leave everything behind.... and never fucking come back or anything.... Live somewhere that no one knows my name or ever fucking seen me before.... it's too fucking corrupted here... my rep is too corrupted here.... I want a new fresh and meet new people and do new things...and do things I don't usually do at all!! Maybe that's my new year resolution.... What's yours??

-Shirley

Porn

Lol... Anyways... Yesterday was my friend's 18th birthday and she's this little innocent one ... you know.... You fucking better watch out for those fucking innocent ones.... lol... they're the wildest ever... lol... She turned 18 years old... and like BAM!! "I WANT PORN"... that's all she thought about... porn this and porn that.. lol.... it was funny though ... because I would have never thought that she would.. hahaha... she bought ciggarettes that she would never use... lol... haha... it was funny though... she tired to fucking smoke one and she started to cough... hahaha.... she hated it... so that's a good thing... smoking can fuck you up... although I never said I never smoked... but it is bad for you... anyways... we were going to go to catalina island but then it was closed and the stupid fuckers never told us online about it... so then we went to West Hollywood and everything... haha...she went into a sex shop and bought a key chain whip and strawberry condoms... that was funny... she opened the comdom in the car and I dared her to lick it...and she did... haha... it was funny though... lol... then we just went to Hollywood and walked around there.... we went in the erotic museum... nothing special... although she's very curious about everything!! lol.. it's funny...there's a pillow where it's shaped like a vagina... and she was like what's that?? lol... I was like... LOOK at it! What the fuck does it look like to you! lol.... It was HILLIRIOUS!! lol.. anyways...

On another day I went to my teacher's concert to go see his choir sing again... it was pretty cool... lol... hm... what else is new??? lol....


Speaking of porn... here's a soft core porn ... lol!! haha.. I miss my hair!! credit: Adam







here's a picture of me in the concert when it was over

Presents!! I likey...

Hey there.... gosh... spending all those money on people is outrageous... although my mom bought me something...









That's RIGHT!! I GOT DRUMS!!! FUCK YA!!! lol... my mama bought me DRUMS!!! hell ya!! I don't know how to play for shit though... lol... although you can make noise and make it sound like music... or you can bang on drums to people that don't know what music is and pretend that you're really good...and make a drummer's face...and they'll think you're playing something!! lol... me and my weirdness... oh well... I own like hella lotta instruments...and I love it!!! HELL YA!! I got a keyboard... electric guitar (acutally I bought that for my friend's 16th b-day and she never took it home with her and it's just at my house and she's able to take it whenever she wants), acoustic, bass guitar, mic, and now DRUMS!! muahah!!!! I'm a one woman band!! lol... so anyone can come over and just jam with me if they want to!!




yes.. that's me and my friend Jeanette..and Santa Claus at our school... I asked him if I could have a pony for Christmas...and he said... "no... how would I fit that in my sled...and that's too big little girl" lol.... and he said I might be getting coal this Christmas and I started to cry!! lol haha... Santa Claus was actually my friend JULIA!! lol.. yeah...I love Julia...






This is me after I saw that progress report... although I am changing and I think I know the problem to my homework and school and shit like that... it's this LAPTOP!! aww!! Get it away from me!! lol... YEAH RIGHT!! I love this shit and would never give this shit up to anyone! muahah!!

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Wrost Week is OVER!!

Ok... now... I got through all that finals and shit like that!! PROJECTS AND crap... haha... I have a few pictures of me.. hahaa... I didn't even know the picture was taken when I was doing the presentation in front of the class... I hope you guys enjoy these.. haha











This was science class when I was talking about the divergent boundaries..and what the fuck it was and shit... it's with my group and shit...

Ok.. now... what's new with me?? let's see... I went to the mall so many fucking times... in total.... I spent...

700.00 dollars!!!!!

fucking EH!!! I don't even have that money in my fucking band account... bullshit!! I have no idea.... but this Christmas I went a little fucking crazy... and I count how much I spent and that is fucking much aight!! oh well... what's done is done...

People makes me feel special... lol.... anyways... those are just some random people doing random things for me.. lol.... Makes me special they would actually take the time to write my name and take a picture of themselves with it!! lol... all good

Okie... now... next week has to be the most relaxed week... hopefully then I have my winter break til next year.. fuck ya!! lol.. can't wait for that shit to happen!!!

ok.... Dave... now... in this laptop... I don't want to corrupt it.. so sorry I don't have a picture of my mom with me right now... so yeah....

-Shirley

Wrost Day of my Life...

Alright... yesterday I had such a bad day....... it was horrible..... don't really want to talk about it but... Today made it all better... I got to perform.... I got to dance....I got to sing.... All that jazz... The performance went well.... I liked it a lot.... Hella lotta Christmasy Songs and shit.... I didn't take any pictures.... Javier!! you didn'tt go..... I'm disappointed.... *sighs* love you still though... I think.. lol... all good... no problem... I still had fun and everything.... nothing much is new..... I just got back from eating at Regent Cafe... good shit.... other than that.... good luck to me for the next couple of days.... damn it!!

-Shirley

here's some pictures.... I guess...









P.S someday I'mma gonna run outta pictures to post here... lol...ttyl

LOVES YA!!

My World Came Crashing Down...

Ok.. now... My world came crashing down on me... yes.. I do have my own world and you do live in it!!! If you're reading this then you are in it!! Anyways... I just realize how hard it fell down on me and everything... I'm soo stressed out this week!!

Monday: Today... I wasn't ready for my Government class to present my Bill to the class.... and the teacher literature the whole fucking class.... I found out that I have a D in Psychology class.... I'm two points away from a C though.... so... add in participation points I'm good... but I'm still not good.. and my Psychology teacher knows that I'm not studying and that I lied to him that I did... I'm pretty good with my teachers and everything so they know right away if I'm lieing or not... and especially my Psychology teacher... I had him for 3 years.. so he knows me and my family pretty well..Oh yeah...and I just finished my 3rd final for English!!and also I had to pratice singing for tommorrow performance...

Tuesday: I have a performance to do this day... Call time is 6:00pm.... it's in San Gabriel High School... those are for all those people that want to go... 801 S Ramona St. San Gabriel, CA.... and it starts at 7:00pm... I have to turn in and do my english homework due this day... because presentation is on Thursday with my group.. and we didn't do shit yet.... and This day I have to study for my psychology test for Wednesday and review with my class.. and I know that's not enough.... and then Talent Show audition is this day.. I feel so left out that no one asked me to do the talent show with them... even my own friend is going to do it with someone else and she used to hate/envy... and oh well.. I tried singing with my friend Joey... and we'll see what's gonna happen....

Wednesday:I have a Governement Admanment due presentation today... FUCKING SHIT... I also have a Psychology test and I'm not even ready because I was absent last Thursday and Friday and Monday is the only thing I learned.. and it's nothing compare to the whole fucking module... and there's nothing to learn new on Tuesday because it's review only..and this is bullshit... and then I also have a Math quiz... and I better take it... because if I don't then there's no make up... i know imma fail this shit anyways... and if I don't pass my math class then I have to take night school.. just so I can graduate high school...and then the colleges... (CalStates) don't look at your night school classed you took and would count that as a fail... and then I have to go to community college...and I don't want to live in the fucking community...I wanna fucking get the fuck outta here.... PLUS then..I have DRAMA PERFORMANCE TOO!! I didn't even fucking remember my lines at all!!

Thursday: My English presentation is this day... fucking sucks... All the proverbs from the book called "Things Fall Apart"... shit.... EVERYTHING IS FUCKING FALLING APART.... after the bullshit is done... I have to see if my group want to do another fucking presentation for Earth Science class... so we can get extra credit...and fuck I need that shit!!! But we can't because one of the girls in our group she's not going to be here the whole fucking week because she's in soccer and she has games on wednesday... thursday..and friday...and she can't be here on Tuesday with us because she's sick!!!

Friday:I think this would be the most relaxed day of them all...ALTHOUGH!! this day is "WINTERBALL" DANCE!! I don't want to be FUCKING ASKED ANYMORE!! I don't want to go with ANYONE!!! just stop fucking asking me and shit!! I'm saying no now...and I'mma gonna say NO later!!! I don't want to go... if I go to the Winterball then I can't fucking go to the Opera the next day which is Saturday... although.. I'm still stressed about going to see in for about 4 hours and shit for it and seeing Placido Domingo in person again.. But I am still deciding if I'mma fucking go to this shit or not... I'm not making my last year any fucking fun at all
!!!so yeah!! anyways!! That's my fucking week......

During this week..I soo felt like I wanted to drop outta High School and shit...I rather fucking live in a box and crawl under the cement ground and just vanish into it.. i want to just jump out the fucking car and just have some car "accidently" hit me... and I hope it's someone I know so they can tell all my fucking family and friends to see what it feels like to be without me!! NOTHING AND I KNOW IT!!! TOO MUCH DRAMA IN SCHOOL!! NO MORE!! TOO STRESS... I can't handle this SHIT!!! I need a fucking VACATION AND SHIT!!


To Top it ALL OFF!! today.... (12-12-05) okie... my fucking ankle hurts like a shit!! I think I sprung it yesterday walking and running in the fucking mall.. .I probally twisted it and not even fucking know... Oh fucking well! tough shit for me... I came home from karate today and shit..and the upstairs den lights was shut off.. I came upstairs to my room and to crawl under my blanket..and then I bumped into my mom sitting alone in the fucking dark with some 36 years old retard... obviously too fucking young for her..and she was like standing up and shit...and her hair was messed up... she was probally having sex with this fucking dude before I even fucking came home and she had sex hair and shit!! can't fucking cover that shit up...at least go to your room or some shit like that... fucking idiots!! I hate her to the bone as always... I never got along with my mom ever.. I took thearphy with her..and that shit don't help at all... all she fucking do is lie to the lady...and then make it such a sob story about why she raised a child like me... and how perfect my little brother is and how I should be more like him... with welcome to reality bitch!! I'm not 10...and You have never been there for my whole life..and you can't just like fucking quit work and just to PRETEND to take care of me and go and fucking screw everyone you fucking know and shit!! this is not how the fucking world works.. sorry mom... You haven't been there when I was younger..and all you do is fucking work...and what the fuck do you do...handjobs?? sucking dicks for bling?!?? shit...I thought growing up I could be like her working hard to provide for the family...and it's just bullshit...because all you care about is having 3 houses and 3 cars... honda...mercedes..and your lexus...and that's about it...Money can't buy you love hunny...sorry!! You haven't been there for me when I was younger and hell fuck you ain't gonna be here for me when I'm older!!! I used to take the metro bus to school everyday of my life till I was about 14 years old... shit... I think about it..and I was like... I was like 7 years old in Los Angeles in the ghetto and taking the metro bus everything to school and from school..that's shit!! I seen shit ....

Plus... I feel soo fucking dirty and shit... I gotta go and take a bubble bath and wash my hair and shit... I feel sooooooo dirty... it's not even funny..I feel like I have like 5 layers of mud on me right now..and I feel like fleas are in my hair eating my scalpe..and shit...so I gotta get ready and take a shower or something and smell pretty for tommorrow's performance and pretty for the rest of my fucked up week and shit...

PERFORMANCE:

SAN GABRIEL HIGH SCHOOL (SGHS)

801 S Ramona St. San Gabriel, CA

Time: 7:00pm at the GYM!!

12-13-05

Alright!! I think this is the most I talked about me in my blog and shit!! so peace out..and I'm out..Thanks for all those people that actually fucking read this shit and not just look at my pictures!! Love ya guys!! love ya Greg... And You're awesome Javier!!! Chris and Dave... dont' know where you are.. but you're cool too... Symon... you kick ass!!




My new jacket!! it's soo comfy though...I'mma sleep with it!!

ANGRY HOUSEWIVES

Ok... now I had just update my shit.... and stuff... well... I'll put some of the angry housewives pictures... but today... I didn't do much... went to the mall... i think i spent about two hundred dollars... i bought clothes and shit...

ANGRY HOUSEWIVES

Ok... now... Angry Housewives are about 4 normal.. poor women in the 80's wanting money... and excitment from their lifes... and they join a punk rock band together to win money.... SO 80'S and sooo AWESOME!!

this is joel.. yes.. they are both him... it fucking funny and shit.. on the far right with the red hair is angie.. love her... she's such a great guitarist...!!

this is my friends julia and carlos... the sad part is that carlos has a girlfriend in real life and yeah... i love julia because i just do... and she hangs with me...

this is my lovely joey... he's so fucking funny throughout the play.... he dressed up like a chick...

this is rick... and in person he's joels older brother..... i used to have a crush on himin 10th grade... lol

this is connie... i knew her for about 5 years or more... shes awesome...

this of course is my blood sister CINDY!!! I love her to death... I knew her for about 6 years.... she's soooo cool... haha.. people said I look like her... but not this picture of course... she's such a good singer... I envy her for that.... lol...

My man CARLOS again... kissed julia tsk*

ALL THE DORKS TRYING TO RAP OUT!! LOL

Tired.. and sick

Man... I feel like shit today.... it's so bad.... I feel like I want to throw up and shit... I woke up like that till now... and now it's 6:35... so that sucks.... Even though I was sick.. I went to universal studios because my little brother want to go and shit... and tonight I'm going to see a play.... well... more like a musical... I hope I don't throw up or sleep in it... Everyone I know in the musical personally... and if I don't go they would kick my ass... lol... the musical is called "Angry Housewives"... This afternoon I checked if I had a fever.. and I really don't knwo fi I hd a fever or not... 99.2 degrees... is that a fever?? hm... I don't know... I have to leave in a few if I want to go there in time at 7 o' clock and shit... I bought front row tickets... and this fucking better be worth it or I will kick everyone in the musical til they bleed..... and including my drama teacher that directed the musical.. yeah that's RIGHT!! lol... anyways.. I pay money for this shit.. and I'm poor.. that's why.. anyways... I better get going or something.... anyways... ttyl.. byez lovez..... anyways!!!!!

<3, color="#ff0000" size="5">SHIRLEY !!!! ROCKS MY SOX..!

lol... anyways!! I just want to annoy the shit outta someone by saying anyways... so anyways!!!

JUST CAME HOME:

I just came back from the show... it was great... I will post some pictures up soon.... It was funny and shit too...When I went to go see the musical... I was feeling ok.. and all and I was cheering and everything.. but then I was still cold.. and when I got outta the school.. I said hi to my friends and shit that was in the musical and I was still fine... when I reached to Applebees I started to feel it again...it's now 11:19pm right now... I'm more tired than before... after the show I went to Applebees and got HELLA more sick.... I came home... and now I just checked my temperature again... and now I am 101.4 degrees... is that high?? or no?? I don't know... oh wells... I got the chills and shit too.. I'mma wear my jeans and socks... and underwear and shirt and jacket... to sleep... Usually when I get sick.. I get sick for a month and not get better till way later on...I'm tired now... I'll talk to you guys later... LOVE YAS!

-SICK SHIRLEY... HELLA SICK SHIRLEY...

Teacher

This teacher here.. is like.... awesome.... He's the teacher that can make me love music more than Life itself!! I've been with this teacher for about like 2 years as his choir student... and piano student... and 2 years as his vocal student also..... I've known him for about 6 years... and he's just great... This picture was taken when I went to go check out his new choir this year.... and it was taken place at Rosemead High School.... He actually teaches Junior High students... (7th and 8th greade) so I knew him since then... he's just awesome!! His wife is actually in the background... she's also my voice coach.... Awesome ... she's sooo nice too!! ok.. now... let's see

What you guys want to know about me??? hm... well... Javier ask who JESH was... well...

J- JENNIFER

E-EDDIE

S-SHIRLEY

H-HARPREET (Lisa)

these people are my best friends and always WILL BE!! I love them to death...

Here you are... the first one is Eddie and me... then Lisa then Jennifer...

This is LIsa and EDDIE...

Lisa and Jeannette... Jeanette is also soo awesome!! love them...

This is Jennifer.... she's soo pretty... lol... well.... just in case you didn't get a chance to see her face... LOL we were playing around with my big furry coat... lol...

Eddie... me and Jennifer.... we were just goofing around at my house.. lol

1.This is like OLD JESH... lol... GOD.. I look dark.. lol.. too much swimming for me.. I was in the swim team before that's why...

2.That's my old room in my bed... we spent Christmas together and gave each other Christmas presents... lol... oPPS... you can almost see up my skirt... haha.. yeah RIGHT!! lol...

3. the three chicks!! lol... anyways.... we're COOL LIKE THAT!!

4. Extra awesome people... I think Lisa was in India... and like that's why she's not in the picture... lol... yeah.... she's India.. but she looks mexican... doesn't she? lol.. anyways!!

Oh yeah.... I almost forgot about one more person... Greg... he's soo awesome and cracks me up... he's soo fucking funny... makes me laugh like hella lot... if I need cheering up... he'll be the one who's doing so... !!! plus my little brother... well.... he's just a brat!! lol.. but love him still... *below*

all I got to say is that I love my friends no matter what... so yeah... I love all of them to death...

LOVE YOU ALL THOUGH!!! if you guys have anymore questions you can ask me